Happy Birthday Mr. Rhino!
Mr. Rhino is our pal Christian…Hope you are having a great day in your new digs.
Category: friends
I haven’t felt much like writing here recently. Things have been a little overwhelming on the home front which is probably why. Everyone has colds and Aid has decided that he now only sleeps in 15 minute increments at night…so Ev and I are running way past empty. He has been uncharacteristically fussy these days too, wanting to be held constantly (bringing back memories of a baby Bub). It makes life extra hard when you have two little ones that want you all to themselves at the same time. I haven’t any time to sit down and write, and with all the neediness all my creative inspiration is zapped.
I spent most of today in my head. It was a lonely, sad, hormonal day. I have these days from time to time. Days when I don’t get dressed or shower…pj days. Days when I stay inside my thoughts. It’s hard feeling lost inside your own life…like life is living you. These kind of days make me feel everything so much more intensely. The normal frustrations turn to anger, then to guilt for having no patience. These days it’s hard to be me, in my life.
Self Portrait Tuesday
Shoes say loads about you…
Well both boys are sleeping and I’m left with who knows how much time to write and I just can’t seem to nail anything down. My brain seems to be all over the place tonight. I thought maybe I’ll followNicole’s lead and write a “what I’m grateful for list”. I just can’t seem to get started. Then I thought maybe I’ll just make some lists…things I like-things I don’t. Didn’t get very far with those either. So as you might have already guessed I’ve decided to just ramble. Maybe at some point my thoughts with start to organize.